Tuesday, October 25, 2005
It’s amazing how quickly things can turn on a straight downer. The refitted shower started leaking again last night and we didn’t notice until this morning. There was a big puddle on the bath. LSW is borderline hysterical about it, which in turn Little Miss is picking up on. LSW also said that if it wasn’t for Little Miss, she would go and do something ‘stupid’. Just great!
This morning I had LSW stressing at me in one ear while I was holding Little Miss, who was screaming down the other. Little Miss’s teeth are really bothering her, she’s off her food. She wasn’t well enough for her MMR. I feel she’s picking on the tension between LSW and myself, which is making her more ‘clingy’.
I really am at my wits end with all this; I don’t know which way to turn. I can’t talk to LSW about what’s happening and I don’t really have any friends who I can turn to about it. My family is over 200 miles away and to be honest this is one of the lowest moments I’ve ever had.
Nothing back from any of the agencies I’ve applied to and this happens just as work has turned the screw one last time; they want to downgrade our development tools to an unusable level.
And to top is all, the bank which I closed my account with, is now sending me letters complaining that I’m using my old account card. The card in question was stolen and cancelled. Its inability to handle Fraud was the main reason I closed that account and now I have to go through for all this again!
Last night after work, looking after Little Miss and doing the shopping, I was too tired to work on the game. I was even too tired to play MXO. And yesterday I thought we were beginning to climb out of the hole we’re in.
This morning I had LSW stressing at me in one ear while I was holding Little Miss, who was screaming down the other. Little Miss’s teeth are really bothering her, she’s off her food. She wasn’t well enough for her MMR. I feel she’s picking on the tension between LSW and myself, which is making her more ‘clingy’.
I really am at my wits end with all this; I don’t know which way to turn. I can’t talk to LSW about what’s happening and I don’t really have any friends who I can turn to about it. My family is over 200 miles away and to be honest this is one of the lowest moments I’ve ever had.
Nothing back from any of the agencies I’ve applied to and this happens just as work has turned the screw one last time; they want to downgrade our development tools to an unusable level.
And to top is all, the bank which I closed my account with, is now sending me letters complaining that I’m using my old account card. The card in question was stolen and cancelled. Its inability to handle Fraud was the main reason I closed that account and now I have to go through for all this again!
Last night after work, looking after Little Miss and doing the shopping, I was too tired to work on the game. I was even too tired to play MXO. And yesterday I thought we were beginning to climb out of the hole we’re in.
