Wednesday, June 02, 2004
More More More.
I'm going through bugs like a man on a mission, ten in less than a day. However, for every one I fix, it seems two replace it. I know they're only niggles (mostly crossing 'T's and dotting 'I' s) that are quick to do, but it does get stale fast.
I feel like flypaper. I destroy one bug, but I seem to attract more. I've come to the conclusion that I should really go on these bug hunts because it just attracts attention to me. Work has decided to assign me a Unfortunately I won't get it until August so I don't know whether to stay on till after then just to pick it up.
I don't know about work at the moment. It's convenient and I have the ability to go home at lunch. The problem is, as it always has, that I feel unsure around TMCM and I'm coming to the conclusion if he could find a way to get rid of me, he would.
LSW is in either one of two states, either tired or Angry. It feels like I'm back to walking round on eggshells. I'm sure this is just a blip but I feel that my patience and understanding is running out. I feel I'm going to have to dig deep to stop myself snapping at her. However, if in a year's time we're still at each other's throats, then I'll be calling it a day, no matter what the cost. I don't think that it will come to that because when the hormones or the house is not a factor, we are pretty good together.
I made quite a bit of progress with the game last night, which I'm really pleased about. The BBC competition entry is in, but if I hear anything, it won't be till the end of July. I've also decided that this weekend is where I finish the star wars story properly.
Strange that I feel I have to write a short story in order to have closure for a computer game but there's more to it than that. Every single little project I have started over the years has been left unfinished. Songs, Stories and Computer Game Mods, which are only quarter or half done, litter my hard drive. This looks like the first ever project which I've managed to get close to completion. I reckon if I can finish this little story and prove to myself that I can complete these projects then the game will stand a better chance of success.
I feel like flypaper. I destroy one bug, but I seem to attract more. I've come to the conclusion that I should really go on these bug hunts because it just attracts attention to me. Work has decided to assign me a Unfortunately I won't get it until August so I don't know whether to stay on till after then just to pick it up.
I don't know about work at the moment. It's convenient and I have the ability to go home at lunch. The problem is, as it always has, that I feel unsure around TMCM and I'm coming to the conclusion if he could find a way to get rid of me, he would.
LSW is in either one of two states, either tired or Angry. It feels like I'm back to walking round on eggshells. I'm sure this is just a blip but I feel that my patience and understanding is running out. I feel I'm going to have to dig deep to stop myself snapping at her. However, if in a year's time we're still at each other's throats, then I'll be calling it a day, no matter what the cost. I don't think that it will come to that because when the hormones or the house is not a factor, we are pretty good together.
I made quite a bit of progress with the game last night, which I'm really pleased about. The BBC competition entry is in, but if I hear anything, it won't be till the end of July. I've also decided that this weekend is where I finish the star wars story properly.
Strange that I feel I have to write a short story in order to have closure for a computer game but there's more to it than that. Every single little project I have started over the years has been left unfinished. Songs, Stories and Computer Game Mods, which are only quarter or half done, litter my hard drive. This looks like the first ever project which I've managed to get close to completion. I reckon if I can finish this little story and prove to myself that I can complete these projects then the game will stand a better chance of success.
